5/5 Jonny 'The Gaffer' P. 5 months ago on Google
I'm
stressing
over
nothing,
I
have
the
worst
anxiety
ever,
along
with
other
issues
if
I
don't
receive
contact
within
minute
I
feel
I'm
being
ignored,
then
ironically
I
get
high
ready
for
bed
think
about
it
rationally
and
it
all
comes
together
like
a
jigsaw!
Awaiting
my
very
first
consultation
with
Dr
Gracia
Mwimba,
years
of
medications
have
destroyed
my
body
physically
and
mentally.
Finally
I
decided
something
needed
changing,
5
years
and
148+
medications
later,
from
trials
to
permanent
opiates,
benzodizapines,
anti
depressants
and
anti
anxiety.
All
coming
with
addictions,
of
which
I'm
going
through
a
process
of
finally
getting
off
these
devils!
Insomnia,
eating
disorders,
PTSD
,
severe
anxiety
and
the
more
meds
the
more
issues.
Now
finally
I've
took
the
initiative
and
spoke
to
Sapphire
and
I've
never
felt
so
understood
and
someone
really
listening
to
what
was
said.
Friday
comes
and
I
get
the
honour
of
meeting
Dr
Gracia
Mwimba
for
the
first
time,
and
cannot
wait
to
get
my
life
on
a
track
that
makes
it
livable
and
brings
back
joy
to
the
basic
things.
Really
couldn't
be
happier
than
this
opportunity,
as
life
can
now
start
to
be
within
my
grasp
again
which
in
turn
will,
have
a
great
effect
on
everyone
in
my
life,
rather
than
the
ups
and
downs
of
the
medication.
Al
I
can
say
is
thank
you
so
much,
and
look
forward
to
working
with
you
more
than
anything.
John
Peers
P.S
don't
wait
as
long
as
I
did,
as
it
gets
harder
and
harder
and
the
illness
you
have
can
get
worse.
These
people
are
here
to
help,
not
push
you
away.
I'll
keep
updated
once
I've
had
my
first
appointment.
Stay
safe
and
well
everyone.
Namaste
UPDATE
OF
CONSULTANTION
So
had
my
initial
consultation
this
morning,
with
the
wonderful
Dr
Mwimba,
I've
been
up
since
1145
last
night,
trying
on
off
to
sleep
and
thinking
about
this
morning,
tears,
shaking,
weak
bladder,
in
fact
terrified
if
I'm
honest.
Then
while
in
the
waiting
room,
I
was
stroking
my
support
dog,
Bentley,
and
the
next
thing
I
see,
Dr
Mwimba
and
within
a
split
second
of
seeing
her
big
beautiful
smile
put
me
at
ease,
and
realised
at
that
moment
all
the
worry
the
stress,
was
not
worth
it.
I
can't
switch
it
off,
unfortunately,
but
to
have
Dr
Mwimba
show
me
so
much
compassion
and
felt
like
a
true
sense
of
care,
with
that
one
smile
turned
it
not,
off
as
such
,
but
the
dial
went
from
11-
4-6
just
like
that.
I've
again,
from
the
support
staff
at
the
beginning
to
the
first
consultation
with
the
wonderful
Dr
has
been
nothing
but
brilliant,
and
I
was
just
so
happy
to
have
the
Dr
listen,
I
didn't
realise
what
prescription
was
mentioned.
Yet,
being
under
Dr
Mwimba's
care
I
have
full
trust
in
her!
in
many
ways
and
if
it
doesn't
work
the
first
month
the
second
consultation
is
there
for
that
reason.
If
it
doesn't
work
within
a
week,
or
two.
I
might
phone
to
see
if
there's
anything
else
possible.
But
overall
I
think,
this,
and
I've
read
some
reviews
who
don't
like
this
or
that,
is
a
brilliant
clinic,
just
be
honest
tell
the
Dr
what
exactly
happens
and
they
will
do
there
work
to
the
best
possible
outcome
they
see
for
you.
I
was
a
mess
before
9am,
a
literal
mess,
pacing,
itchy,
sweating,
just
wanted
to
bath,
get
out
the
house,
but
struggle
again
with
that.
Then
after
seeing
Dr
Gracia
Mwimba
the
mess
disappeared
the
anxiety
went
instantly
and
the
Dr
was
unbelievably
amazing.
I
truly
can't
put
into
words
how
the
Dr
made
me
feel
during
the
call,
but
it
already
feels
like
a
shade
of
cloud
has
been
lifted
for
the
rest
of
today
at
least.
So
thank
you
so
much
Sapphire
for
everything
and
Dr
Mwimba
from
the
bottom
of
my
heart
and
soul
thank
you
so,
so
much.
I
have
a
chance
at
having
a
normal
life
which
2
hours
ago
I
was
dreading
another
day.
Best
wishes
and
health
to
all
at
Sapphire,
truly
thank
you.
Jonny
Peers