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I
was
admitted
here
in
July
2017
after
a
failed
suicide
attempt.
I
was
not
actively
suicidal
while
at
CHI
St.
Vincent
and
had
calmed
down,
but
they
still
FORCED
me
to
go.
This
is
the
only
psychiatric
hospital
I
have
ever
been
to
and
I
really
did
not
think
it
would
look
like
the
Hollywood
depictions.
The
place
was
horrid,
I
was
kept
alive
but
I
was
not
treated.
Meds
were
thrown
at
me
by
a
doctor
who
barely
knew
me.
I
was
there
for
2
days,
and
it
was
the
worst
2
days
of
my
life.
I
was
diagnosed
with
Bipolar
Disorder
even
though
2
days
and
less
than
an
hour
of
interaction
total
is
not
enough
time
to
try
and
diagnose
that.
Not
to
mention
I
later
found
out
that
EVERY
OTHER
PATIENT
THERE
was
diagnosed
with
Bipolar
disorder.
There
was
very
little
to
do.
At
most
we
had
"group
activities"
that
we
were
forced
to
participate
in,
and
a
day
room
with
a
few
movies
we
could
watch.
There
was
also
some
crayons
and
coloring
books.
You
want
to
know
how
we
spent
most
of
our
time?
Walking.
We
would
walk
up
and
down
the
corridor,
hours
on
end.
If
we
weren't
"crazy"
going
in,
we
sure
as
hell
were
going
to
be
by
the
time
we
got
out.
The
corridor
was
in
an
"L"
shape,
and
not
very
long
either.
I
also
distinctly
remember
seeing,
an
old
fashioned,
brown
leather
bed
with
straps.
It
looked
archaic,
images
of
lobotomies
and
electroshock
therapy
come
to
mind.
The
door
to
the
room
it
was
in
was
always
open,
but
none
of
us
ever
went
in
there.
The
ONLY
nice
thing
about
this
place,
was
that
the
patients
there
were
genuinely
kind.
One
woman
who
admitted
herself,
was
initially
nice,
but
her
attitude
would
immediately
shift
and
she
would
become
defiant
and
refused
to
listen.
She
was
only
this
aggressive
towards
staff
though.
I
would
love
to
be
able
to
provide
proof
of
that
leather
bed
and
how
run
down
the
place
looked,
but
obviously
we
had
our
phones
confiscated.
Visitors
also
had
their
phones
confiscated.
It's
funny
how
they
never
show
photos
of
the
inside
of
this
facility
(or
rather
just
the
psych
ward
area).
If
anything,
it
has
made
sure
that
if
I
ever
attempt
to
off
myself
again,
I'd
do
a
damn
good
job
of
it
because
I
would
prefer
death
over
this
place.
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