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Windy,
but
a
place
to
finish
off
and
publish
my
thoughts
I
have
come
to
from
my
worldy
travels.
When
you
travel
geographically
you
will
unconsciously
always
travel
internally.
And,
my
ever
wondering
questions
of
why?
Why
do
this
trip?
Why
over
extend
myself?
What
next
and
has
this
served
me?
Will
I
ever
know?
Why
is
it
not
hitting
me
with
this
picturesque
view
of
Dubai
and
itโs
coastline.
Or,
is
this
all
because
I
refuse
to
grow
up,
refuse
to
have
the
boring
days.
Yet,
boring
days
may
be
the
thing
I
need
the
most.
To
sit
and
understand
what
I
already
know.
The
only
thing
that
brings
consistent
happiness,
not
spikes
of
dopamine
is
the
contentment
of
our
inner
environment.
Although,
when
this
is
achieved,
are
we
even
churning
and
burning
productivity
machines
that
fit
the
capitalist
mould?
I
wish
I
knew
more,
but,
I
am
now
better
at
living
in
the
moment.
From
tasting
cultures
and
people
all
over
Europe
and
other
places
in
the
world
I
can
conclude
that
Money
is
needed
as
tickets
but
has
zero
baring
on
whether
someone
likes
you
sincerely
or
not.
We
all
pretend
we
believe
this,
but
deep
down
we
donโt.
However,
it
is
true.
They
say
you
only
remember
the
memories
and
not
the
struggle.
Unfortunately,
I
am
different.
I
donโt
remember
all
the
pain
and
struggle,
but
the
unnecessary
inconveniences
and
wasting
of
time
and
money.
Not
that
I
would
change
this
trip,
but
in
future,
more
time
in
one
place,
less
hoping
around.
The
exhaustion
quickly
overrides
your
compassion
for
the
sweetest
Spanish
kitty
or
older
Greek
lady.
Brevity
is
a
skill,
letโs
try
use
more
of
it.
When
someone
speaks,
donโt
worry
about
responding,
just
listen
deep
and
then
the
correct
answers
will
bubble
to
the
surface.
Your
phoneโs
popularity
is
not
your
popularity.
The
content
you
make
does
not
deepen
your
friendships
with
humans.
But,
if
you
are
good
at
it,
it
can
free
you
up
and
you
can
legitimately
make
a
very
good
living
and
travel
with
itโs
success.
The
age
of
the
self
made
celebrity
is
upon
us.
What
a
lovely
view..